As I ask that question, I am aware that there are two types of ‘crosses’ in people’s lives – those that are chosen and those that come unbidden. The unbidden ones arrive as a part of the vagaries of life. A routine doctor visit becomes a life altering event. Your child is born with downs syndrome. A vehicle accident takes the life of a family member. A spring storm devastates a whole neighborhood. These are the crosses we are invited to offer to God in love –to let our acceptance and surrender become a part of the redemptive suffering of the servant of God we heard of in the first reading today. Though these crosses are very real and very much a part of our journey in faith, the cross of Good Friday is not that kind of cross.
In John’s account of the passion, the cross that Jesus endures is a chosen
experience. John’s Jesus is not an unwilling victim, caught in the wrong
time and the wrong place. From the beginning of his Gospel, John has Jesus journeying
toward his HOUR – the moment when the world would see the Son of Man lifted
up. The cross is a deliberate choice of Jesus – ‘to push the divine
love into the face of human suffering.’ The cross stands before us as
a choice – by Jesus and by us, to let God’s love inflame and imbue
more and more of the world.
· The cross of Good Friday is the cross that a couple embraces when they
look each other in the eye and proclaim to the church that they will be a visible
sign to the world about God’s love. And it is the cross when that same
couple looks each other in the eyes on Sunday morning, with the kids yelling
and fighting and their bodies are tired – and they say: “Let’s
get up and get our family to mass.”
· The cross of Good Friday is the cross that forces your heart and mind
to read the paper and understand the suffering that happens because people do
not have access to a decent education, and then to run for election for the
school board so that something different might happen.
· The cross of Good Friday is the cross that refuses to transmit the
pain of rejection or betrayal that you just experienced from the family that
is supposed to be there for you – but instead continues to seek a way
to love the family members into new life.
· The cross of Good Friday is the cross that confronts your senators
and politicians about decisions that would destroy our respect for life. It
is the cross that writes letters and advocates for those without a voice and
refuses to give in to discouragement – but keeps pushing love into all
the situations of the world.
There are two types of crosses in our faith journey. Sometimes both of them
can seem 93 feet tall. Tonight would have us bring both of those to the One
who taught us all about carrying our cross. In a few moments, we will have the
chance to venerate the cross. You may genuflect before it, kiss, touch it, sign
yourself before it – however it seems best for you to unite your cross
with the wood of HIS cross. Because ultimately, it does not matter how big or
small our crosses are – what matters is that we bear them and choose them
as did Jesus. Behold the wood of the cross, on which is hung the savior of the
world…