Our family was unable to afford comic books growing up, so I was introduced
to them only in college, where two classmates had extensive collections.
Superman, the Fantastic Four, the X-men - really, all the comic book characters
with the exception of Captain America and Conan the Barbarian - had secret
powers. And they would use these powers for good. (Except the bad guys,
of course, who would use those powers for evil) Secret powers were a good
thing.
If you or I could have a secret power, what would it be? Or what would
you ask for? the ability to fly? or in a different vein, to heal a broken
heart? to create world peace at the drop of a hat? to end terrorism in
a blink? As I mused on this, it dawned on me - I do have a secret power.
Like Cyclops in the X-men, it has to do with my eyes.
You see, I can make people invisible. I can make them invisible. It's
a little funny, though, this power. It only works for me. I am the only
one who can't see them. They are right there. Others can see them. They
can see themselves. But I can't see them. Sometimes I control the effect.
Other times, it just happens.
Unfortunately, I am not the only one with this power. I had a conversation
with a woman back at one of my former parishes. Her biggest complaint is
that her pastor does not 'see her' when he is greeting people at parish
functions. "It is as if I don't exist..." Sure, he will look at me, and
even say hello - but there is nothing more EVER to that conversation. I
don't think he even knows my name..." Making people invisible. A scary
secret power.
The rich man in today's gospel had that power as well. He didn't see
Lazarus. Sure, he knew he was there. He would have had to step over him
on his way in and out of the house. He even knew his name - as we discover,
when he asks Abraham to send Lazarus to dip his finger in water to comfort
him. But he never SAW Lazarus. He had made him invisible - so he wouldn't
feel guilty. So he wouldn't have to deal with a situation that would confront
his eating comfortably, his dressing in wealth and finery.
We know that power, don't we? When we pass up the student whose name
we forget, but who is in our class and is a bit goofy and is now sitting
alone in the Nosh because no one sees them. We know that in a roommate
whom has angered us by any one of a countless number of things --and we
grow tired from being healthy and confronting them with what we need and
what we can tolerate and what we are willing to budge on - so we ignore
the problem and ignore them until it blows up in our face... Sometimes
we even make ourselves invisible- because we don't trust that people will
want to hear what we have to say - so we hold back - and our friends never
get a glimpse into the things which we hold sacred in our hearts...
And there is a danger before our country in our rightful need for Justice
that we will overlook the message that the terrorists have brought right
to our door. Thousands of people are dying each day because of the policies
of our country or because of our benign neglect or because we are unwilling
to see beyond our own interest to help folks who would love the scraps
that fall from our tables. Don't get me wrong - we do a ton of good as
a country. But there is so much that we make invisible - because it hurts
too much to see it all. It costs too much to take it all in.
Secret powers. I thought they were great when I was first introduced
to comic books. Until I realized that I too have powers, and that I too,
have used them to the detriment of the kingdom. I encourage you this week
to examine the 'powers that you exercise' as you relate to people. Perhaps,
like Superman, you can see beyond appearances to the heart of what people
struggle with. Use that power this week as you listen to folks with all
your strength. Perhaps, like me, you have made people invisible. Learn
to see them this week by having lunch with them or a conversation... But
know that you have great power within you - the power to nurture life and
love, the power to return love for hatred, light in the place of darkness,
hope in a world full of despair. It is the power that comes from the one
who sees us all so clearly and loves us all into life- Jesus whom we receive
at this table.