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Literary Journals
Example
Learning Through Literary Time Travel
A librarian/teacher collaboration to send students back in
time, to investigate American history and to personalize it.
William Faulkner Journals
November 2, 1920
New York, New York
Walking up the endless spiral staircase to my small, isolated
apartment, I can smell the fresh, wet, blue paint covering the
interior walls of the building and it is the scent of the paint
which makes me feel home. It is amazing how such mundane things
can give us a sense of comfort and relaxation. Returning home
in complete solitude, I feel relaxed and content because I have
no responsibilities or requirements as a book keeper for the
rest of the evening. It is here where I relax for a delicate
few, writing without any direction or guideline, diving into
a boundless imagination, thinking searching discovering wondering
into an imaginative cognizance where no boundaries of time or
any other constraint exists. My thoughts awaken, steering my
dreams into a direction unknown. I no longer have a sense of
time. Time is dead. Half the day, I sit in a small cubicle reading,
storing, and packaging books all day while I listen to the painstaking,
repetitive sound of the clock ticking away. Often wondering
how much longer I have until I can return home and write, I feel
nonexistent. At home I am engulfed in my thoughts where there
is no ticking clock or signal of time.... I realize how senseless
our meaning of time is. When the clock stops ticking, time truly
comes to life.
September 30, 1922
Oxford, Mississippi
The long awaited voyage home to Mississippi is finally complete.
Stepping off the train, I look around me, smelling the southern
air that once filled my lungs as a young boy. I look past the
railroad tracks into the desolate fields and see two young children
playing beside a rusty, decrepit swing set. Connecting back
to my childhood is often painful for I miss the innocence and
ever present wonder I once had. Playing soldiers in combat
during the summer days in the blistering heat resuming the daily
exploration of the immeasurable southern fields, are memories
that will never be erased from my mind. I continue to write
poetry and I'm taking a liking to it despite Sherwood Anderson's
efforts to persuade me to write fiction. Poetry has been something
I have connected with since I was a young boy. There was no
greater time in my childhood than relaxing on my front porch
while the hot sun beat against my burnt face. Looking out across
the skyline watching the surreal radiant southern sunset, I remember
my father's enthralling tales of his grandfather's heroic actions
in the Civil War. Those were the moments on that porch where
I discovered my intense passion for writing. The Night is a
poem that recounts the galling anticipation the summer nights
held during my childhood.
The Night
The day was filled with joy and laughter,
While the night filled with anxiety soon after.
What would happen tomorrow?
Would the Union soldiers kidnap Estelle filling me with sorrow?
I knew the night would end soon,
Letting me return to the battlefield at noon.
What would come to me during my dreams at night?
Would the Union soldiers challenges us to a fight?
I think not said Estelle and all the Southern boys.
Fighting to the death with our silly plastic toys.
Innocent it may be, but southern honor was something serious.
Playing in that weather child!
Mother thought I was delirious.
Continuing anticipation and expectancy for the battle we will
soon fight.
If I could only get through such a long anticipating night.
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August 20th, 1923
Ole Miss Mailroom
Listening to the monotonous sound of water intermittently dripping,
I don't know my surroundings, I can't feel my body, I only know
the sound of water steadily falling from the overhanging window.
Boom! Boom! I awake from my anesthetized state hearing my boss
enter the mailroom with a look of disapproval. Knowing my job
is on the line, I immediately try to think of an excuse to circumvent
the situation. As luck would have it, he enters the room hurriedly
and leaves even quicker, grabbing a stack of envelopes and weights.
On several occasions, my boss has threatened my termination
if I did not put more work effort into my daily routine. Unfortunately,
sitting in the mailroom, or solitary confinement as I call it,
for nine hours a day is rather lonely and monotonous. As a result,
I entertain myself by reading whatever I can get my hands on.
One author I particularly enjoy is the comical, sincere Mark
Twain. One of the reasons I enjoy his work is because of the
colloquial language he employs in all of his novels, particularly
The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn which I first read and immediately
fell in love with as a young boy. Twain's startling ability
to reveal the true, unique American spirit and culture of his
time is something that I admire and truly respect.
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