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Natural Bridge
English Dept.
UM-St. Louis
One University Blvd.
St. Louis, MO 63121

(314) 516-7327

© 2008 Natural Bridge

Ann Fisher-Wirth

BETWEEN MERCED AND MORNING

In yourself, you're nothing--
a man in a three-piece suit 

who buys me a drink 
in a lounge car. But your initials 

are my father's; the thin flaked gold 
stamped into your leather briefcase 

spells me his name. 
Therefore I will take you,

therefore I will lie down with you, 
here, this night, on this train. Take you

because when he died ... ah, 
man I hardly knew, he went everywhere,

he is smoke and fog and starlight. 
Give me your hand, lay it

where my breath catches, where my heart
thuds in the blue wool dress 

my mother bought me. Put down your glass, 
come to my room, we'll lie close, spoons 

on the fold-out berth, as dark fields, 
darker strobes,  shoosh  shoosh  as we pass.

All night the train will fall through California. 
And when you sneak away at dawn, 

I will kneel on my bed as the miles pulse by,
gaze at my body in the shimmering mirror.